Monday, June 28, 2010

Finding Myself Amongst Beautiful Things

Leaving my job at Neiman Marcus was one of the hardest things I have ever done. I worked with some of the coolest people on the planet and was responsible for a project that made me proud. Even when the workload got crazy and deadlines felt impossible, I always remained inspired by the beautiful things that surrounded me every time I walked into the store.

That said, after 19 years there, I was looking forward to a new chapter where beautiful things might not be my only catalyst for creativity. But old habits die hard. And when I first arrived in Maputo and everything became too much to bear, I would escape to the Kulungwana Art Gallery. This gallery is located inside the pistachio-green train station downtown, which may or may not have been designed by Gustave Eiffel (of the tower fame), depending on your tour guide. An added plus: If you park outside the station, you can find someone who will wash your car by hand for less than $3.

This gallery changes out its exhibits at a rapid pace. But the one constant was a glassed-in case housing some of the most breathtaking cow horn jewelry I had ever seen–and I've seen some gorgeous jewelry in my time. Just looking at it reassured me that there was beauty to be found amongst the poverty here in Mozambique.

About a month ago, I came to the realization that unemployment doesn't suit me so well. I certainly know how to keep myself busy, but I missed the satisfaction that accompanies a sense of career accomplishment. The problem was that my skill set wasn't much in demand here, and the type of work available didn't exactly fill me with enthusiasm. I actually started thinking about returning to The States, looking for a job, and doing the long-distance marriage thing. In the meantime, I began sending out a few half-hearted emails explaining my background and experience to some Maputo-based contacts Doug had given me.

Within 24 hours, I heard from a consultant whose partner was a jewelry designer named Astrid Sulger...the same jewelry designer whose work I so admired!

I quickly contacted her and we made plans to meet for coffee. This meeting went from me commissioning a necklace to me trying to figure out how to work for her. (I'm not sure if it's Astrid's beauty, immense talent, or experiences she's had while living in Africa the last 14 years, but being around this woman makes me feel about as exotic and interesting as a slice of white bread.)

She invited me to her atelier, located in a nearby township. I was happy to have my friend Andrea in the car with me, because I might have been afraid if I had gone alone. The environment wasn't particularly menacing, but the poor conditions were overwhelming. I felt extremely conspicuous as we drove down a narrow, rutted dirt road, parting groups of adults walking to work and young children on their way to school. All looked at us like "What are you doing here?"

We turned right at the grocery store (an old shipping container about the size of a walk-in closet) and pulled into the workshop. At first glance, it was hard to believe that something as beautiful as Astrid's jewelry was created outside a two-room concrete building without running water. But after spending some time amongst the artisans, I began noticing small details such as the way the sun warmed the cement, the soft hum of the workers chatting amongst themselves in Shangaan, the mandevilla climbing up a wire fence, and a man across the path sweeping the dirt smooth outside his front door. Even the pile of cow horn in the corner of the yard looked like an art installation. It wasn't scary at all. It was a neighborhood, and Astrid was part of it.









She's been at this for five years, and employs a team of 15 young men and women that she has trained. Watching her in action, it's apparent that she's equal parts businesswomen and benefactress. Not only does she offer fair wages, she pays the workers' social security and provides meals. And I don't think her generous spirit only applies to her team: I get the sense that anyone in need who knocks outside her gate is offered assistance. Her patience and third-world acumen sets a wonderful example, since something as inconsequential as an hour-long water outage or absence of internet access can still make me froth at the mouth. Somehow, navigating through the labyrinth that is business in Mozambique, she manages to keep her cool. And the jewelry? I've written the words "wearable sculpture" for ads many times in the past, but this may be the only time I felt it really applied. Everything is made entirely by hand, and the attention to detail is so lovingly rendered that it borders on obsession. I may have been a million miles away from my office at NM, but looking at the jewelry while sitting outside on a folding chair, I had never felt closer. The design integrity, coupled with the heart and soul that went into its production, made me feel like I was home. Honestly, these photos don't do it justice.

I went back to my apartment and immediately started working on a sales/marketing plan. From there, Astrid and I met to discuss ways that I could help grow the business. I've never considered myself much of a salesperson but, turns out, when I'm passionate about something I can give Zig Ziglar a run for his money.

I went by the atelier yesterday to check on some additional inventory that Astrid had on hand. On a previous visit, I had seen an adorable little boy pulling a "truck" (an empty plastic carton) by a string. Yesterday, he was running around poking things with a stick. Apparently, this is an activity best done without pants, since he had shucked his someplace and commenced to playing while wearing bright blue underwear. And while I don't understand Shangaan, I'm pretty sure this little imp talked his toddler sister into hopping into a mud puddle. I guess the power of older siblings is universal.

I had placed a large order of jewelry - the company's largest to date! - to promote and sell while I'm back in The States. Since that time, the artisans have been working long days and weekends in order to meet my deadline. So I told Astrid that I wanted to do something special for them before I left for Texas.

Astrid thought for awhile and told me that they would really like some meat. Not more money. Not time off. Meat. As I mentioned before, she provides meals for them during the work day, but an additional piece of meat is a real luxury. I started thinking about how my energy lags and my attitude slips when I skip a single breakfast, and was embarrassed by my insensitivity.

I can't wait to share the efforts of this talented team with my friends, and hopefully some stores, while I'm home. I've spent the last two weeks working on press kits, ordering labels, trying to make store appointments, and planning private trunk shows. I'm confident that others will find this jewelry as compelling as I do.

But my most important assignment now is finding a way to bring chicken and French fries to some men and women who have shown me that beautiful things are everywhere. And when you find them, they can take you home.

Monday, June 7, 2010

Driven to Distraction

Prior to my actual move to Mozambique, I was plagued with insomnia. This sleeplessness wasn't motivated by fear of living in a Third World Country, however. Quite honestly, I didn't give much thought to potential problems associated with, say, lack of quality healthcare, the threat of malaria, crime, the language barrier, or the fact that, aside from my husband, I wouldn't know a soul.

What kept me close to hyperventilation was the thought of driving. And this was extremely out of character because, whether bravado is deserved or not, I have always been an extremely confident driver. But in an effort to prepare me for the worst, Doug had told me way too many scary stories about fatal accidents. Violent car-jackings. Horrific road conditions. Constant police harassment. Incomprehensible traffic laws. And to top it off, instead of the small two-door convertible I was used to driving, I would be navigating a 1980s-era Land Cruiser (with a right-hand steering wheel) down the left-hand side of streets.

Doug has oodles of wonderful qualities, but he is not someone you want to have in the passenger seat while you are attempting to navigate a strange city in an oversized SUV. Thus, upon arrival, I was determined to get a driver. I posted a classified ad, asked every person I encountered for recommendations, and did everything but wear a sandwich board emblazoned with the words, "I will pay a ridiculous sum of $$$ for a driver." Needless to say, I wound up walking lots of places.

Until the day that Doug started experiencing heart problems. The only thing scarier than having my husband checked into the Instituto do Coracao in Maputo was knowing I would have to drive home from the hospital by myself. As I crept along the side of the road, I chanted, "Stay on the left. Stay on the left. Stay on the left." I'm not sure if I exhaled the entire drive, but as I was pulling through the gate into our complex, I was paralyzed by the thought of another hurdle: Our miniscule parking garage. I was now responsible for placing a vehicle the size of a Winnebago into a designated spot that, I kid you not, would be a tight squeeze for a couple of bicycles.

Parking has always been my Achilles' heel. I blame this shortcoming on my poor depth perception, which was also clearly responsible for the C+ I made in Analytic Geometry during high school. I have side-swiped so many poles over the course of my driving career that I have become a family joke. Seriously, the money I've spent repairing the right quarter panel of various cars could pave all of Mozambique.

So, back to my predicament: While I don't generally try to bother a Higher Power with requests of the non-life-threatening variety, I found myself praying that both the neighbor who parks his car in front of ours would be out to dinner. Preferably with the neighbor who parks her car next to ours. And that they had both taken separate vehicles.

No such luck in that regard. But Fortune was definitely smiling down upon me as I bravely put the car into reverse . I've accomplished one or two things over the course of my lifetime but nothing felt quite as momentous as sliding that Land Cruiser between a cement pillar and another car.

Fast forward three months later: Doug now tells me to slow down on the Marginal for fear that I will flip the car while taking a turn. And instead of silent self-monologues reminding myself to breathe and remain on the left hand side of the road, I now find myself giving helpful advice to others such as, "Get those #$% goats out of my way!" or "Pick a lane, you idiot!"

So, yeah, the wise reader knows exactly where all of this is heading...I got pulled over by a cop earlier this week. And unlike two weeks ago, this time there was no good samaritan to run interference for me. I was alone.

According to the unsmiling official with the AK-47 strapped to his back, I made an illegal right-hand turn. Which may or may not be true. Who knows? There was no sign posted nearby, but that doesn't exactly matter here in Maputo. The sign could have been placed one mile up the road. Or it could have been hidden behind foliage. Or maybe I was just a foreigner who unluckily drove by at the same time some guy in a uniform decided he needed some extra cash.

So I smiled. I tried to speak Portuguese. I apologized. I told him I didn't see the sign. I told him I was new to Maputo. I told him I wouldn't do it again. But this guy wasn't having any of it. So I gave up.

Me: "How much is the fine?"

Crooked Cop: "How much do you want to pay?"

Me: "Nothing."

CC (clearly getting mad): "You have to pay something. You made an illegal turn. Give me 300 metical."

Me (fumbling in my handbag and only finding two 1000 met bills and two 50 met bills): "I only have 100 metical."

The CC looked annoyed, then clearly decided that accepting 100 met (less than $3) and getting rid of me was better than wasting valuable time watching me rummage through grocery store receipts, loose Tic-Tacs, and various lipsticks.

As I drove away, I'm not sure which one of us felt luckier at that moment. Him for being able to extort a little extra money. Or me for being able to experience something that I had previously dreaded and feared, and walk away only a teensy bit poorer.

We both probably felt that the other one was the sucker. And I'm okay with that.